i thought i was good enough this time.. but fuck, i guess not.. :( why did you have to be so stupid? why can't you just tell me things instead of building up all these lies? why'd you talk to her like that.. why can't you talk to me like that.. and why did you think i deserved it..

i love you but you just keep pushing me away, hurting me..
stop the bullshit.. just love me.. :/