1 year on the 9th,
broke up on the 10th.
for a whole year i was in love with that boy, he made my days amazing and happy. he became my world, something i advise you never do haha. but it was so perfect, it was like a cheesy romantic movie :3 i gave myself to him at just 14, i kinda regret the age but with him it was right. we spent so many nights together, it became normal to just show up every friday, spend all saturday together and just relax :) but he left school, he got a job, he got all his money wrapped up in loans and paying off stuff.. he grew up. he put us on a break, liked the "freedom" and that's that. he wasn't 'in love' anymore and didn't mind treating me badly. no matter how bad he did treat me, i still love him. i love him a lot, but i need to get over it. obviously i'm scared, he was my prince and now i'm alone. before i cry, i'm gonna stop writing this shit lol. being in love is amazing and i'm so glad i got to experience it, just wish someone could glue my heart back together. asap.
oh, & i forgot to mention his car. yeah, pretty sure all the love he had for me went to his car. great.