along with the smile on her face
no one will know her secret
&in her bedroom all alone,
no body else home."
i found this while cleaning up my room today... and it scares me now that i realise how dangerous my thoughts were, and how i was so ashamed i told no one. it's been 3 weeks since i attempted suicide. 3 weeks since i last spoke (well, yelled) to bradley and 3 weeks since i started going out with andy. rays of sunshine are finally starting to shine through the permanent black clouds in my sky, and i just want to thank every single person who had made me smile in the past 3 weeks, you will never really know how much i needed it x