i promised i wouldn't do this to myself, but i broke. i remembered you. although, that isn't really you anymore, is it? i am glad i saved things like this photo, it reminds me i wasn't just imagining you being so perfect. i was so convinced you were ... oh bla bla who gives a shit. this is it, over rover. i'm not okay but i will be, and i know i'm going to make mistakes to try get over this, but i don't really mind. so goodbye posts of him, goodbye photos on my wall, goodbye sweet texts saved on my phone and goodbye to any sort of belief i had of a decent guy existing.