fuck.
just when i think i'm going to be okay, i get left alone at home.. and my head starts to wonder. i'm so fucking mad at myself, why am i still in love with someone who doesn't give a fuck? i'm never going to have it back, i'm never going to be with him so why do i keep upsetting myself and thinking about what we used to have? why can't i just get over it like he did so long ago. fucking hell. fuck him. fuck believing there's actually such thing as a nice guy. fuck you pathetic tears that aren't going to help anything.
the tears help you feel better...trust me;)
ReplyDeletedont depend on someone who doesnt give a damn babe.
be strong and show everyone and esp show yourself that you can make it without him.
you know you can.
you did have a life before him right?
Try and get it back.Or create a new life for yourself,from the beggining.Just because he left doesnt mean you are nothing.
You 're strong and I know you can make it.
xx